"But I’m a poverty addict; I will find a way to not have money because that’s what I’m used to. I’m used to not having money, I grew up really poor, and I grew up with a psychotic father who screamed about not having money all the time. Trust me, if I got ten thousand dollars, someone threw it at me, I’d find a way to not have it by the end of the month. It’s what I’m used to, it’s a familiar thing. I need to feel the panic of being poor again at the end of the month."